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Revival monday, 19th April 2010

2010-04-20T00:40:00.006+08:00

soooooo, how ya been internet? miss me? :DDDD yes yes, ive been gone an awfully long time. well actually ive just been too lazy to post anything. so anyway, ive had this idea for a while now, and with ally pressuring me to update, ive decided to go ahead with my idea, which is kinda a compromise. which is if i have anything to say, then i will just blog as usual, but if not, then i'll just post the links to articles and youtube vids ive read/watched today, okay? mind you if i dont think its worth your time or just dont wanna share it (HAHAHA) of course i wont do it la.

http://www.youtube.com/user/CTFxC#p/u/0/j95A6oBV5PM CTFxC has become like what morning coffee is to some people, must have everyday. lol. watch it, and i guarantee it was make you smile at least once. kinda like watching Friends, after a while you know their habits, tendencies, friends, etc.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeUnFWpNLsk&feature=PlayList&p=0C2A285608BB35C1&playnext_from=PL&index=0&playnext=1 there are 2 other continuations of this vid, if you wanna see just click the autoplay button for the next one. the creator (i assume) is TranquilMammoth, also known as Hunter Burgan, bassist for the rock band AFI. kinda stupid, but provides momentary entertainment LOL.

oh, by the way, i consider the time from when i wake up to when i go to sleep the same day, so the posts will all be posted like after midnight, just so you know. lol.

anyway, went to visit lao 2 ko, dunno who that is but only found out we were gonna visit her when we were already there lol. it was in a corner lot teres house, an indonesian maid opened the door, and we went inside, i assumed it was the house of some distant relative. went inside and saw some single beds,, and old people sitting in chairs, some watching tv @@. and when say old, i mean 80 years old ++, snow white hair, wasted bodies, horrific sight to behold. it looked like corpses watching tv, seriously. there was a woman sitting near lao 2 ko, and she was the youngest one, still with black hair, but she had down's syndrome or something, with a deformed face and eyes looking into different directions like a chameleon. it was so morbid and humbling and scary! these old people left here to be cared by 2 indons. lao 2 ko said they take great care of them though :) she also said there were sick people upstairs, but we didnt go up to see them of course. so dad and mom and granma chatted with her, and we brought her bird's nest soup in a flask to drink. and i just sat at the foot of the stairs listening to them. thankfully she's just here tomporarily, gonna go stay with one of her sons soon. she says one of the old people's son only visits to get money from her. and after we left, dad said there was an old guy missing since the last time he visited, and assumed he died @@. it was SUCH a humbling experience because all these old people are at the end of their lives, barely able to stand, with minds already half sunken into the abyss, completely dependent on the maids to do everything like feeding, bathing etc for them. nothing to do, just waiting for death to come knocking on their door. and when he does, the maids will probably open the door just as cheerfully as they did for us. i kid i kid. or they could be passing their last days peacefully, without being bothered anymore by the petty worries of their youth, like us now in ours, depending on how you look at it. and it just made me feel 2 things, one, if this is the peaceful death in old age after a full life everybody dreams about, i dont think i want it. cause better quit while your on top, as they say. better to go out at your best, than to see yourself wither away and melt into a shameful puddle of your former self, utterly helpless and incapable of anything. and it just made me feel like giving up, like not doing anything anymore, whats the point i thought, if this is supposedly the best ending we could hope for? two, i thought im in my youth (not exactly prime yet but getting there) and im already doing what old people do, NOTHING?! get your ass off the couch and do something, i told myself. though this feeling only came about after we left and i wasnt surrounded with the auro of doom and hopelessness. :S then we had lunch, went sungei wang, passed through lot10 en route to pavillion, saw nice unaffordable stuff blahblahblah. the end.

oh and comment in the chatbox just so i know whose been here :)

Hon Yu in Wonderland

2009-07-26T17:29:00.006+08:00

Ive been sick since Saturday! Bloody fever lah! But thanks to the drugs prescribe to me by Dr. Piong at Mediviron Clinic, im feeling much better. YAYYYYY! This is the first time ive been sick all year. The last time was in July 2008. You know, whenever i get sick, besides the usual symptoms of discomfort blah blah blah, i always get insomnia. Im not the type who has sleeping problems, so its a sure sign of illness. I tell you, i went to bed at 11 on Saturday night( the earliest ive slept in ages), and im already up by 1. The next 6 bloody torturous hours was spent tossing and turning, having short half hour naps in between the semi conscious dreaming, staring at the clock wishing this abyssal span of time would just pass, and just lying limp in bed emanating the darkest blackest aura around myself.

But enough about that, for the whole point of this post isnt to whine or complain(maybe just a little), its about the dreams ive been having for the past few days. From now on, im gonna blog about some of my more remarkable dreams. I've read somewhere that our dreams are actually manifestations of our thoughts or experiences past, moulded using a different medium to represent the original experience. Kinda like poetry lah. Usually my dreams never make sense to me, both in what experience it was conveying, and also in the irrationality of my reasoning during the dreams. Like, during the dream everything makes sense, but when i wake up i just think im crazy. They never have a romantic theme, and im usually alone. The closes comparison i can make would be Alice in Wonderland, hence the title. Here's some of my recent dreams that i can actually remember:

1. I dreamt that i was looking into an aquarium, filled with kinda ugly but otherwise ordinary fish. But among those fish were pufferfish in pairs. One would be above the other and they were connected to each other by an umbilical cord sprouting from ones' head to the others chin area. I think the dream was refering to the documentary i watched about the tree man. He had a weak immune system and therefore was unable to fight off the wart infection that has taken over his body to form wood-like growths on his hands and feet, apart from the multitude of warts that cover the poor Indon. His wife even left him because of it. And he smells bad all the time because of bacterial colonisation. Or the dream could simply be an acknowledgement that i took the ''how well do you know Spongebob Squarepants quiz'' on facebook. As in Mrs. Puff? hahahahahaha

2. I also dreamt that i was begging money on some roadside, and after ive collected alot of coins, some Bangladeshi laborer stole them! I gave chase until we were in some ugly garden, where a friend of his helped him chase me around. To stop them beating me up, i bribed them with pages from a novel that suddenly popped into my hand. hahaha i later reclaimed them, citing that i havent finished reading the novel yet and therefore needed the pages back ahahaha. Stupid dream. no comment.

3. Had a wet dream today while napping in the afternoon. And yes it was induced by what i was dreaming about! hahaha As always, i woke up immediately. Not gonna elaborate. X)

4. During the first night i was sick, i dreamt that i was a refugee in some desolate, war torn wasteland somewhere in Eastern Europe or Russia. There was rubble all around, it was cold, and i was surrounded with the dying, injured, and the homeless. Me included. Our spirits were all broken and i was trying to get some sleep on the uncomfortable floor. Which corresponds exactly to how i felt in bed that night. hahaha The dream was so graphic.

So far, thats all i remember, most of them i just forget. We supposedly forget 95% of our dreams within 5 minutes of waking up. So it cant be helped.

Movie reviews of the week

2009-07-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

Watched like 4 movies this week, so i decided to blog about them just for the sake of blogging and also for your entertainment. First up:

Meet Bill

Bill (Eckhart) is this thirty something married man who's life has hit a dead end. He's fat, has ugly hair (as he claims ), has a shitty job working for his father in law and his wife is cheating on him. His father in law then signs him up for this alumni mentoring program, and he gets assigned some teenager who helps him to get his life back and learn to live again. And by the end of the movie, he lost all his belly fat. Now that is dedication! To gain it all for the film and lose it all again. The movie is fun, light, and pretty much an all rounded film. ***

Into the Wild

Stars Emile Hirsch (speed racer), Kirsten Stewart (i want to suck your bloody but i love you!) and Vince Vaughn (HATE HIM!). Probably the only good movie Vince Vaughn ever starred in. Directed by Sean Penn who is a multi talented actor and director. A true story revolving around the life of Christopher McCandless who runs away from home, donates all his savings and destroys all his identification document. He hitchhikes across America towards his ultimate goal to live alone in the wilds of Alaska, and along the way encounters an array of characters and lifestyles so very different from his own. After he reaches Alaska, he lives inside a Magic Bus used by moose hunters as a shelter, and eats what game he can catch and the indigenous plants. He rejects materialism and says that all he need in life is nature, books and a quiet life of solitude or something liddat. Even though he brought a book along to identify edible plants, he mistakes a poisonous plant with an edible one, which shuts down his digestive system, and after over 100 days of crawling around weak and helpless, he finally dies, only to be found 2 weeks later by moose hunters. Deeply haunting, and hauntingly deep, this movie is a must watch. Though some parts were kinda boring, it really gets you thinking and will definitely impact the way you view life. ****/ (four and a half star rating)

Kung Fu Dunk Waste of time i tell you! From the title, you'd expect lots of kung fu being integrated into the basketball, leading to a victorious win in the end, right? But nooooo, the kung fu was almost nonexistent (only a lil bit in the front), the plot was lame, pointless, unengaging and just plain bad. And what was with that using kung fu to reverse time shit? Siao wan! And Jay Chou's character was pretending to been cute and innocent and ignorant throughout the movie, maybe to mask his inability to act perhaps? Dont watch it, scratching your ass or staring at yourself in a mirror would be more productive than wasting your life with this movie. * (one star rating)

Gone Baby Gone

Directed by Ben Affleck and starring lil bro Casey Affleck, this is another must watch. Based on a novel of the same name, the film is about private investigator Patrick Kenzie (Casey) and girlfriend Angie (Michelle) who are hired by the aunt of an abducted child to find her. As they investigate they uncover shit that eventually leads to the supposed death of the missing child. But 2 months later, the real truth was revealed to him and he realises that he got it all wrong. Bottom line, he has to choose whether to do the right thing, or the other, which is actually better for the child. He chooses the first choice, and his girlfriend leaves him because of it, the child returns to the mom that didn't give a damn about her and still doesn't, and 2 well meaning men who love children and committed the crime for the benefit of the child goes to jail and another one dies......So unfair. But totally awesome movie! caution: producers are not held responsible for any damaged done to sensitive ears and innocent minds caused either directly or indirectly by the film. In other words, got freaking lot of swearing. But thats okay ; ) *****

WOOOOI!!!

2009-07-11T00:47:00.001+08:00

Will somebody friggin comment in the cbox already......(its in the bottom). i just wanna see who's been here. thx

Hitting a nerve

2009-07-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

The VIP gang, as Pn Suhaila calls them, is really ticking me off. Not that they havent been doing so since last year. These Very Idiotic/Inconsiderate People (hence VIP) are just so obnoxious lah!! I don't hate them individually (except Mr Retard-Who-Smells-Like-A-Homeless-Person*), it's just that when they join together in class, they frankly SUCK! They talk shit out loud without any decency, corrupting and filling our innocent ears with their ridiculous exploits they do at home. They act like they're royalty and the rest of us are lowly peasants! They act like the rest of us dont exist, and disturb the rest of us like siao with their childish games! Or at least me. And when the 5A branch of the VIP gang comes over, all the screams of the burning souls of Hell cannot compare. Noisy shit la! And you know how Miss Yeow is always complaining about the other teachers complaining about us? Theyre really complaining about you BITCHES! But of course, we all take the blame. -.-'''

Point is: Stop congregating around my seat like wildebeest at a watering hole, its damn annoying la! Stop taking my fucking chair and be all whatever, be humble la Fucker! Stop butting into our cho-tai-tee games la, you're not invited! Stop planting youre butt on my table while im there, dont know the meaning of respect isit? Bunch of douchebags!!! Stop making so much noise and being all high and mighty la! Stop taking other peoples food, while not giving any yourself you parasites! Bunch of blood sucking leeches! (i admit i take some food too, but i share my choki choki too kay?! MUTUALISM) Stop disrespecting everybody else laaaaaa!!!! SHEESH!

Okay, i might have exaggerated a wee bit. But its totally how Mr Retard-Who-Smells-Like-A-Homeless-Person* acts in class. The truth is, im on good terms with most of them. And have known some of them for years and years. Im just blowing off some steam you know.

In other news, Miss Yeow finally did something different for a change during our English lesson the other day. Instead of using it for yelling at us in her quiet, murderous, im-over-fifty-and-still-not-married way, or using it for her class teacher duties, she made us watch a DVD! We should totally integrate watching educational DVDs into all our subjects! So much more bearable and merciful than listening to one of those old cows rambling. Anyway, it was about that famous book The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. Watched liao la! -.-''' But whatever. Its all about The Law of Attraction, and in the DVD, it claims that lots of famous people like Einstein or Newton got successful because they knew ''the secret''. What utter rubbish!!!! Half of it was based on the power of positive thinking, and that without a doubt is true, but the other half was about how your thoughts send out a frequency that the universe responds to?!?!?!? Crazy people making crazy claims without any scientific evidence whatsoever meant for stupid desperate people who would believe anything. Its a nice fantasy, but so are superpowers......When something they want to happen happens, they think that its proof of the Law of Attraction, but when it doesnt they dont think much about it at all........and come on, it either goes the way you want it or not, so half the time you're gonna get it right?......blehhhhhhhh...nothing much to say. Till next time blog stalkers. Arrivederci!

NS suckers!!!!

2009-06-30T23:12:00.001+08:00

buahahahahahhaha im not going to NSSSSSSSS!!!!! Phew! Dodged a bullet there! I wont have to sleep in a room filled with like 50 other guys! No curfew! No waking up at 5 or 6 everyday! No uniforms! No MARCHING!!! And yes technology! And yes, im just saying all this to screw with all you ''unfortunate'' souls who, by the cruel hand dealt to you by fate, got chosen. Im totally relieved, and yet im not exactly prancing about in imaginary meadows either. I dont want to go, but i wouldn't really mind going either. Today, it was revealed to us the path we would take after SPM, on one path, it was to NS, on the other, whatever we want to make of it. Some of us will already be off to college in some faraway land by then, others maybe just beginning to figure out what they really wanna be. And some, perhaps still lazing at home or working in OU. Oh well, that it life.

I just heard this awesome song from dunno where. I forgot. But its by this indie rock band called Rilo Kiley. They're so unknown you can't even find the music video on youtube. Just their live concerts. I finally found it on some other website. enjoy.

The Moneymaker

S.O.S

2009-06-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

can somebody PLEASE tell me how to put the damn cbox on the side, i tried my best, and my best only landed the cbox at the far bottom. I know, i know, technology hates me! I asked Jason for help and all i got was ''HonYu, you're a computer idiot la!'' Greattttttt help Jace.

Transformers was awesome!

2009-06-28T22:27:00.004+08:00

Went to Tropicana City Mall for the first time yesterday with Eric and my sis (i'm forever the third wheel). lol. It's been open for so long and we finally went to check it out. Took forever to even approach it cause none of us knew the way, just vague directions from my brother. We ended up getting lost. Twice! One and a half hour wasted in the car. Wtf!

Anyway, we did the usual stuff la, walk around, see what stores they have....blah blah blah. And i bought 3 books from Borders. Actually, i didn't bring any cash along so my sis and Eric paid for them, as my birthday present la cause they didnt get me anything this year. lol. And they are:

The White Tiger by Aravind Adiga

Despite what is said on the cover, the book later on became 2008's winner of the prestigious Man Booker prize. Been wanting to read it since forever. Lakshwin has a copy, but it's with Sabrina. With Lax's permission, I told her to pass it to me when she was done. That was in the first week of our midterm exams. Still waiting here Sabrina. =.=''' I HATE being made to wait. It's even more annoying when people forget you're waiting for them and they're just taking their own sweet time. So i just bought it myself.

Dial M for Merde by Stephen Clarke

You're probably wonder what is ''merde''. Pronounced as merd, it's a French word to express disappointment. Equivalent to shit or crap. Anyway, this is the 4th book in the Merde series, but i only read the 3rd book before this one (Merde Happens). It's about the life of Paul West, a decent and apparently quite good-looking Briton living in France who shit keeps happening to. The rest of the book will be about how the shit builds up until he's had enough and exclaims ''MERDE!'' (though he says it often enough throughout the book) and shortly after that everything falls into place and all is fine.

Evening is the Whole Day by Preeta Samarasan

The title of the book doesn't really sound right, but whatever. Another Indian book lol. But this time, it's set in Malaysia not India. From the info on the back it sounds quite interesting, with lots of family fueds and internal family struggles and power conflicts so typical with books revolving around the whole Indian obssession with caste and shit like that.

Had Subway for dinner (Spicy Italian). Saw some dummies with pasar malam bought Transformer shirts. How do i know they're fake? Because they had autobot symbols on them but they were called deceptibots! Oi! Pirated t-shirt makers! if you wanna give them the wrong name at least have the brains to spell the wrong name correctly! And family of dumb fans, look closer before you buy laaaaaa! And went for a totally unplanned movie. Even though Eric and my sis had already watched it, they just went for it again to teman me. and it was.....

Tranformers Revenge of the Fallen of course!By now lots of peopel would've watched it already but for those who havent i wont spoil it for you, but seriously, watch it! It was what i expected it to be, visually stunning with lots of awesome robots and pyrotechnics galore! The jokes were just like the previous movie, enough to make me smile but not laugh. And in the process, the robots managed to destroy some important monuments too. But c'mon, you're fighting so openly you think nobody will notice in real life? You think Petra will be empty and you could just walk in and blow a hole in it! You think nobody would know if a piramid had a metal core? They would be all over CNN in 5 minutes laaaaaaa. Plus if autobots can't fly how did they fly to earth to begin with?
Why am i pointing out all these things when i know alien robots don't exist and therefore what i'm complaining about doesn't matter? Dunno. lol.

When we were almost home, about 100 meters from my house, Eric let me get behind the wheel of the car for an impromtu driving lesson. My first ever! i havent even taken my undang yet. It was exhilarating but took about 10 minutes because we were going at 1 km an hour hahahahahahha. Good thing no cars passed us by, except for the guards on motorcycles, or else they would think the car was broken or outta fuel! lol. Till next time, ciao!

Here it is.....Jashn e Bahaara

2009-06-27T15:38:00.000+08:00

I'm Back, Again!

2009-06-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

After months of hiatus, i've decided to start blogging again! woohoo! Just don't expect me to blog as much as Sabrina @@. Anyway has anyone noticed the advertisement for this Indian movie called ""Jodhaa Akbar'' on dunno what channel thats been circulating on Astro recently? They used this really beautiful song that was composed by A.R.Rahman, and i just had to find it. So here it is.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHFKIpeuz2Q

I have no idea how to put a video directly into my blog, tried the directions but they dont work.....

Nice right?

anyways, today was Koperasi Day. Woke up completely thinking about skipping school. Glad i didn't, it was totally fun though exhausting. Spent the earlier periods before recess running back and forth from koperasi to the arena koko carrying heavy ass boxes of clothes and junk food for sale. By 9 i was already sweating like a dog and i got this really huge dust stain from one of the boxes that just wont come off.

I have to say, the whole event went more smoothly than i expected. Considering how all of us didn't know what was going on or what we had to do. It was actually planned for each class to come down one by one, but thats just weird....and what happens when the fried foods gets stale or when the ice melts? And since the canteen operators aren't working today, won't the later classes all get hungry while they wait? Stupid plan. So the school eventually came to its senses and decided to just let the students run amuck.

We were all originally assigned jobs to do, but last minute changes and cancellations right up to today messed that up. Dunno why koperasi so screwed up wan, maybe got power struggles happening behind my back hehehehe. I was actually set to be at the juice stall, but ended up manning the candy stall with Ming Yang and 2 other girls. I tell you ar, only one girl could count fast enough and give the proper change quickly, so i had to count how much the customers owe and the amount of change to give back for not only myself, but also MY and the other girl too! All this without using a calculator! Just fingers lol.

I was so damn busy i didn't even get to step foot into the canteen. All i ate for breakfast was a too-much-ice-but-too-little-milk-milkshake and a small ass piece of pizza after everyone else already took the larger pieces.....I didn't even get to set eyes on or get a whiff of the friend mushrooms or anything else in the canteen. By the time i was free everything was already being digested in everyone's stomach cept mine >: ( Didn't witness any of the basketball/futsal/frisbee games. All i know from the frisbee game was that the people from my class( Zack, Josh, Darryl, Jason, Victor) who played against the people from 5A(KenJing, Jianhao, Jenjuan, Qianheng! and forgot who) won only by 1 point only. Even though they apparently were soooo confident of thrashing them(Supposedly Zack was trash talking abt them being nerds and all).

All in all, it was a pretty awesome day, so much better than the loathsome classes we usually have to endure. We made a ton of money, both from our own stalls and games, and from the 20 or 30 or 40 percent commission we get from all the profits made by the other clubs + Timo. My candy stall alone made like RM750 or so. The popsicle and milkshake stall over RM 1000. The Milo stall RM 600. Dunno bout the rest. But the stall that i thought was the most successful was the one that i was initially slightly skeptical about. Timo's! Not that i didn't think he would make money, i just didn't think it would be SUCH A BIG HIT. Congrats Tim!

I was so exhausted after that i just skipped St John and volleyball altogether. Had KFC for lunch (CHEEZY WEDGES ROCK!) and slept like a sweating hunk of log. What happened later today, is to be continued......

I AM DEAD DEAD DEAD

2009-01-29T23:39:00.001+08:00

THE MIRACLE OF RODENTIAL BIRTH

2008-09-07T22:28:00.009+08:00

Yes, my hamsters have given birth, since sunday actually. There were originally 7, but the stupid hamster mommy ATE 3 of them! Leaving me with 4 left. Hope she doesnt snack on the rest. Right now they're all still pink and blind and helpless, but the darker patches of fur are starting to grow.

The 4 remaining pink bundles of joy.

The proud father Atol attempting one of his great escapes again.

Fatherhood not only keeps you busy, it also makes you thirsty.

Mommy whats-her-face leaving the kiddies to try and lose some of that baby fat.

In other news, went to some lousy chinese restaurant in some rural place in Sungai Buloh where i was confident not to see anybody i know, and ended up sitting 2 tables away from Jeen Pei.

AN OVERDUE POST

2008-08-23T00:05:00.005+08:00

Its been so long time since i came back from Redang Island, and so far i've been too lazy to even bother to update. But i guess its been abit too long, so as to increase the popularity and number of patrons of my blog, i might as well blog about my trip to Redang ( and maybe start to post pics).

DAY 1, SATURDAY 17TH OF AUGUST

Woke up at 8:30 to find my parents are already dressed and ready. They have this habit of waking me up only after they're ready, whenever we're going on trips. Why? Simple, so they can NAG, and PUSH, and HURRY, and COMPLAIN about how slow i am and why can't i be more like them, and eventually LOSE THEIR TEMPER. They ravel in it, they are addicted to it, i swear. But that day, things were more subdued, merely because of the fact that we're carpooling. Courtesy of the Thengs that live near us. When they arrive, i see to my dismay that im not gonna have the whole back seatsof their seven seater dunno-what-car to myself, instead, i'll be sandwiched between their 7 year old son Nixon, and their 11 year old, Nevin. God, somehow i just knew that today was gonna be a fucked up day, and i was right on the spot. Lemme tell you what i have against those kids, firstly, there's nothing really wrong with Nixon, just a very cute, big eyed average little standard oner. But Nevin is a complete nightmare. ( I will now divert from the main topic for a long rant, warning: contains explicitly ''mean'' and ''rude'' content. Not suitable for underage or naive losers.)

The first annoying thing you'll notice about him is, he STARES. And not just an inconspicuous sideways glance or anything. Just an obvious turn of his head and a long, blank, open-mouthed, dead on stare. And if you turn and stare back ( clearly to indicate its annoying ), his underdeveloped child mind still cannot comprehend this and he continues. Damn bloody annoying. And it doesn't help that he looks like someone stepped on his face while in the womb. Seriously. He also keeps snapping unflattering photos using his bloody motorola razr. He also seems to have no shame or self restraint, typical of stupid kids you find in shopping centres and such, screaming and talking loudly and asking me an overflowing river of intrusive and personal questions. And if i say dunno, he'll turn to my mom and ask her! FUCKING CHILD! Take all that childish behaviour, and put it into a roughly 6'5'' 50kg body, and the result is HELL amplified a thousand times. Its like some mega loser who never grew up with the rest of us.

Anyhoo, back to the car ride. I expected us to be there by lunch, and i was wrongly assured of that too, by dear ol dad. But as the day dragged on i just went on to sleeping, staring out the window, and watching a movie on their portable DVD player.(Resident Evil: Extinction). Finally we reached the the stinking hotel at Kuala Terengganu by twilight, only to find the nightmare has just begun. The damned place was a dump, the type you normally wouldn't even go into, let alone spend the night. Actually it wasn't that bad, but still it sucked. The toilet was difficult to flush like hell. And the bathroom door couldn't lock. Others had problems like dusty floors, crumbling plaster, and front doors that couldn't be locked.....Went for dinner in a seaside restaurent which served mediocre food. Saw quite a few white tourists, and as usual felt embarrassed that they have to see the state of the......well, the not-so-picturesque places in Malaysia, shall we say. I hate living in a third world country....After dinner we returned back to the hotel, and i watched tv till i was sleepy.

DAY 2, SUNDAY 18TH OF AUGUST

Had breakfast at the hotel. The toast was average, but damn! the nasi lemak was terrible, and this is Terengganu for God's sake. We got kinda lost trying to find the jetty, after going in circle a bit, we finally found it. When we finally got in, it was already packed with other holiday goers. I spent the whole ride watching some Roman movie that was okay, but didnt get to see the ending because the ferry has already arrived at Redang. The first thing i saw was a OMG fucking grand resort. But i later found out when we came ashore that we'll be staying at the resort next to it. That i failed to even notice before, thanks to the fact that i was too dazzled by the upscale one next to it. The room are not in a large building like normal hotels but instead are banglos with 8 separate room, that are heaven compared to what i slept in last night. But for all its clean and comfortable accomodations, there was something it clearly lacked, a tv. Anyhoo, the gardens surrounding it was landscaped with the usual tropical trees and palms, most notably large flowering bauhimia trees, full of pollinating bees, wasps and plain sunbirds. After we got settled we went to the snokelling shop to rent some snorkelling masks. Normal ones costs RM 1o, powered ones cost RM 2o, quite a reasonable price considering you get to keep them the whole trip. And my dad forced me to get a stupid life jacket too, even though i can totally swim, thank you very much. I didnt feel that embarrassed about wearing them after i saw everybody, including those not in our 30 or so group wore life jackets too, except a German couple. We got on a boat with about 50 or so people and went for a short ride out to some island, and off the boat we went. My mom went into the water and freaked out just cause she couldnt feel the bottom! She got back on the boat immediately. I just drifted around without any effort thanks to my life jacket, and stared at all the coral and fish. Saw parrotfish, damselfish, clownfish, even barracuda. One of the boatmen caught a seaturtle, and everybod went to have a closer look at it, and even touch it. I obvoiusly did so, and found the flippers to be quite plastic like. After about 2 hours, we got back on the boat due to strong currents and went back to the main island. After a short break to rest and refuel, we all went to the beach to snorkel again. The coral there were mostly dead, not unexpected, as it was in close proximity with so much tourists all the time, saw more fish and baby sharks about one and a half feet long. Dinner was provided by the resort throughout the whole stay. After the okay meal, we all went to the projector at the side of the resort to watch ''the most one sided match between the two'', as it was called. Im talking about Lee Chong Wei again Lin Dan of course. When the match finally finished, there was much to do, so i just went to bed at around 11.

DAY 3, MONDAY 19TH OF AUGUST

Woke up early for we had an early snorkelling trip today, at around 10, we all gathered only to find most werent going. Why? Because it was raining bloody cats and dogs. But i still braved the rain and got into the boat to go to the marine park-with-no-specific-name. The people there were alot more numerous, but then again, so were the fish. They gave us lots of old bread with mould growing to feed the fish. There were so many fish it was scary. Saw some jellyfish too. Mom still opted to stay in the shallows, but it was further out that most of the fish were. By about 12 we decided to leave, and i was the most relieved of all, what with the cold rain and the sunless sky deprived of warmth, i was shivering my balls off. So i gaily(wtf) swam to the shore and thats when it happened. Just as i was reaching the shore, i felt ths stinging jolt on my right arm. I immediately reacted by grabbing whatever was on my arm, and saw there was a transparent tentacle in my hand. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKKKKKKKK!!!! We all know what that means, JELLYFISH. Was i gonna feel unbearable pain? Will i go into epileptic shock? When will the poisons start to take effect? Paralysis?!?! So obviously i stayed in my little panicky moment for a bit, too bad there wasnt anybody around for me dramatise it all. So i just discreetly told someone i got stung, and soon everybody knew. The people at the information counter or whatever it was didnt seem too worried about it, good sign, they just gave me some spray that can be used on ant stings and such....It was really painful, more like annoyingly itchy and burning, similar to ant bites. But still, my right and some of my left arm turned first red then purple and swelled abit, with the line where the tentacles stung expecially obvious. Nevin's mom tried to cheer me up by pretending to scratch it, just for laughs. But she would stop doing it and i was like what the FUCK is wrong with you?! It was barely any funny the first time and its not getting any funnier! sheesh. Anyway no biggie, i survived. Went for the second trip of the day after lunch but im too lazy to elaborate....spent the late afternoon doing a lonely almost romantic walk on the beach if not for the fact it was with my parent. Dinner was a lil different tonight. Besides the food prepared by the chefs, we had a barbecue. They had corn, and fishballs, and lamb and satay blahblahblah. Since my parents we lazy to do it, i went with a buch of aunties and such and well, barbecued. The corn was really dry, but everything else was fine. Once again, the lack of tv forced me to an early bedtime.

DAY 4, TUESDAY 20TH OF AUGUST
The ferry to take us back to the mainland was coming at 11, so after breakfast, we took some last minute pic(not me), and tried to collect as much memories as vividly as we could, before we leave the clear aquamarine waters back to the dirty smelly green waters of the port back in terengganu. They played the same movie as before, so i didnt pay any attention. Instead i listened to my brother's mp3. It was only after we left the ferry that i realized i left the cover in the ferry.....too late to do anything about it. Luch was at some chinese restaurant that was extremely secluded. The rest of the day was filled with the miseries of being trapped in the same car with Nevin again. Other things happened, but im too lazy to type......so ill just summarize it. I reached home at 11 pm. FINISH.....

And found a sms from Nevin, giving me his number. *shivers*. As if ill ever call you! I proceeded to happily deleting it, like i just triumphantly exterminated some vermin that has been terrorizing my house. No actually i didnt, not that bad a person. just added him to my phonebook and hope he never calls. And he never did ;)

ITS A CELEBRATION!

2008-08-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIA HEE CHING. Cue applause. So today we went out for an obvious reason, that is, to use HC's birthday as an excuse to go out and watch 21! XD So the people who went were Mei Tin, Yee Shuen(who didn't watch the movie), Nikki(who left earlier than YS), the Bday girl, and yours truly. Sam came, but didnt join in. *pokpokpok* He just said hi, and left to watch some movie all by himself. Had lunch at that Japanese restaurant outside MPH. The food was surprisingly reasonable as in expensive-but-compared-to-other-Japanese-restaurants-is-quite-normal kinda way. I had unadon which is basically unagi on rice. It tasted great, as all unagi does. XP Too bad my bowels were still angry at me for eating God knows what ( most probably that chilli padi tuna sandwich i had last night + yogurt). After that we walked around blahblahblah. Went for 21 at 3:30. And of course, i sang along to ''I love the whole world'' during the advertisements. The movie was good, but i was disappointed they didnt do any fancy cheating tricks, all they did was counting cards, which by the way, you cant do unless you play with cards wide open. pffffft. And i didnt even recognise Kate Bosworth in the movie, i guess it was because her hair was a disaster. Before i went home, i decided to try and buy Twilight. Yes, i've decided to join in on the craze. But what i found was that MPH was bloody outta stock. All it had was New Moon and thats it. And no, i DO NOT want to borrow it, cause i'm sick of reading other people's book. If i cant read my own, then i wont read it at all. End of story.

AS BUSY AS A HIVE OF BUSY BEES DOING SOMETHING BUSY THAT KEEPS THEM BUSY

2008-08-03T21:58:00.007+08:00

Okay, so i haven't really been updating my blog for quite some time. A very long time. Ever since that frail attempt to revive it when i was sick, before i went to the hospital, which i didnt bother to blog about either. Pfff, so what, sue me. So anyway, once in a while i get random people telling me they've uncovered my blog, and that its empty and boring and i need to update. So i guess i should probably post something for all you people out there who wasted their precious time to come here expecting something but getting nothing to read. i've just had a more-hectic-than-usual weekend, so here i go. (Sorry no pics, not the type that goes around snapping pics of everything i do.)

FRIDAY, 1ST AUGUST
Ah fridays, how i used to love them so, all i need to do was go to school until 12:40, and i was free. Free like a bird. Plus the subs i have on friday were relaxed and laid back. But not on this friday. After school i had to stay back for some St. John leadership course. I was conned by Sin Wei, who deliberately told me that it was mandatory. So i went, and found out that most had better luck than me. There were only 40 bloody people there. Bloody shit. The guy who came to school to talk was named Myocho. Permission to be confused while laughing out loud granted. And no he isn't Japanese. It's pronounced MY-CO. Anyway we did some activity like writing down characteristics of a leader starting with the alphebets A-Z, how to managed time better, the makings of a leader, blahblahblah....Over all it was pretty fun, but it did'nt make a big impact on my life. I'm not a better leader than i was before. I guess you just can improve what's already perfect. XD. Before the course ended, we got a little snack, which was a carton of Yeo's chrysanthemum tea, an oily deep pink piece of kuih, a not-so-oily-but-stale piece of curry puff that doesnt taste like curry puff, and a very-very-very-oily piece of friend dough like thing. The time i got home it was 5. I spent the remaining daylight going online. After dinner i changed, and prepared for tuition. My first tuition class for years. In fact, i haven't had tuition since standard 6! And that was when the teacher came to my house. Besides that, the only other tuition i had in my life was when i was standard 2, and i went to some house for like 3 weeks, then i quit. So this is my first ever in a tuition centre.The Perfection in Dataran Sunway, with Chris Chua/Lim, Priscilla, Abigail, and Kelly Ping pong piang. srry Kelly, i couldn't resist. The place looked like some new strip club or something. You would never have guessed it was a tuition centre. Come and see it for yourself, come join my class if you want. The physics class was easy to understand , but addmaths class was still hopeless for me. After that, my sis and bf Eric Seah took me to a DVD shop and bought '' You Don't Mess With The Zohan'' and ''Grey's Anatomy Season 2''. Then off to a hawker centre for a snack, wasnt really hungry so all i ate was a pau. Reached home at 12, watched tv till 1:30 then crashed exhautedly into bed without brushing.

SATURDAY, 2RD AUGUST
As usual, slept till parents rudely break into my locked room using the keys they have to wake me. That was 12 by the way. Said they were gonna balik kampung, which added to my annoyance. But at about 1 they just left without me. JOY! Leaving me,my sis and bf, they took me out to Kelana Jaya LRT station, and off we went to KLCC. The place was people-mountain-people-sea, crowded to the max. Decided to have lunch at Burger King, because everywhere was crowded, but i guess lots of people had the same idea, i've never seen a burger king with so much business in my life, it had more business than every Burger King in Pj put together. Anyway, while waiting, my sis went and tried the -near-impossible-task of getting a table. Erics was holding her handbag, when we finally got our food, he carried them, while i held my sis's handbag, and while walking to the table, i passed the long queue of people, and saw a european guy look at me and the bag and say something to his friend in his native tongue. I couldn't decipher what language, but i clearly heard their version of the word handbag. so it most probably was " hey look, even they guys here use handbags.'' Wonderful. After that we shopped and went to the PC fair at the convention centre. Tried to go back at 5 something, but the queue of people buying LRT tickets was longer than the great wall. We decide to get a cab to go to a LRT station further along that was more empty. BIG MISTAKE. Took forever to get a cab, and when we finally did, the driver was crazy.(DRIVER = D, US = U)

D: MAHAI.....MAHAI......MAHAI......(swearing at the traffic)
U:...........(starting to realise mistake)
D: eh, why is today so crowded wan? huh huh?
U: err, coz today got PC fair, at the convention centre.
D:HUH? (had to repeat numerous times in both english then mandarin before the bloody deaf fool understood, deafness most probably a side effect of all his swearing)
D: i ask you, computer or human smarter.
U: err, human. (he continued to ask it again and again, seriously deaf man, until finally hearing us)
D: smart. now who is the us king of computers.
U: Bill Gates. in both english then mandarin again x10.
D: HUH x 10. (after finally understanding, he asked us whats his english name.....idiot. we repeated, and he kept saying will wates, before giving up.Finally we reach our stop.)
D: RM 15.
eric didnt have enough change, so he turned to my sis and the bloody fool said
D: eh, four eyed girl, RM 15. ( she didnt have enough so she turned to me.)
D: eh four eyed boy, RM 15. ( i paid, n we got out asap.)

BLOODY MOTHER FUCKING BRAINLESS DEAF TAXI DRIVER THAT CAN JUST BURN IN HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY. anyway, fast forward to when we reached Kelana Jaya. We went straight to OU. To try to get the 6 pm screening of THE DARK KNIGHT. yes yes, i know, totally lagging behind. Went there, to find it sold out, finally we settled for the 9pm screening, and that was the 3 middle seats of the first row that nobody wants. Had dinner at Dragon-i. The movie was great, i just loved the realistic sadism it had. Especially in the blow up-the-other-ship-scene. Tobad they didnt blow them up in the end. In real life they would of course, but its just a movie that lil kids can watch too provided their parents are with them. came out at about 11:40, and OU was more crowded than ever, at least in GSC and the bowling alley. And everybody there could drive, or old enough to drive or looked like they were old enough to drive. T.T Went back home, watched tv till 1:30, was about to sleep when my sis called me to watch the Zohan DVD we bought yesterday. It was another typical Adam Sandler movie, abit funny, and full of crap. And of course, he played a character who found his ture love for the hundredth time. Movie finished at 3:45, my sis by then was asleep by then, and eric slept a while, but i was wide a wake. Then i finally went to bed.

SUNDAY 3RD AUGUST
Woke up at 12 again, did normal sunday things like reading newspaper etc. By 2 pm, we were all sitting at the table, with food laid out for a steamboat bonanza. But the stupid heating thing didnt work until 2:45, so we finished lunch at 3:30. I was supposed to go watch The Mummy today, and the meeting time was 3:30. XD So i was rushing the last part of my lunch, when i had gotten everything together, i went out and rang Christophers door bell, i was supposed to fetch him you see. He comes out, wearing his basketball shirt.

H: are you ready? (stupid question.)
C: huh now ar?
H: yessss.
C: okok, wait ar, i go change......

We reached at about almost 4, to find Nicholas, Tze Runn, Serena, and Yi Han at the pool tables. Played abit, then went to buy popcorn. We ordered a large popcorn and 2 cokes for Chris, one of which he gave to Tze Runn, medium popcorn and 1 coke for me and Serena each, mineral water for Nick, and nothing for Yi Han. Since there was 6 of us, our order got messed up. In a good way. We only realised that when we went into the cinema to find we had 5 cokes instead of 4, so Yi Han got it free.The movie was great, with lots of special effects and such. But The Dark Knight was still better. After that we went for dinner at Delicious, beside FCUK. We all had different spaghettis except Serena who had lasagna. The portions were huge and it was delicious. Too bad for Chris though, Nick was buying him dinner, so he ordered the cheapest spaghetti with some strange frech name, and one of the words were oliv. So i guessed it had something to do with olives. When his spaghetti came, there was spaghetti, but no toppings!!! And i just knew they used olive oil. And they did. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Me and Chris left at 8:20, but since my family hadn't eaten, we were brought to some crappy hawker and watched and waited for them to eat. I only reached home at 9:20. Sorry you got dragged along with us Chris.

THE END. I've just spent dunno how bloody long to write this(9:45-12:30), so dont bloody expect me to post something new anytime soon. 2hours 45minutes of my time every 3 days is not my cup of tea. Peace Out.

sicksicksick

2008-07-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

here's what i've been suffering for the past week:
monday - felt a bit tired n weird on monday night, knew i would be sick the next day. told my mom but she didnt care.

tuesday - got forced to school. went there, n got cold sweat n sneezed a million times, but managed to hold on till school ended.

wednesday - didnt go to school just in casde i was sick but i felt fine.

thursday - totally fine.

friday - sore throat came. n my nose was so blocked i had difficulty in breathing.

saturday - sank to my lowest point. fell into a state of hopeless melancholy, where life no longer has a purpose, n solemn indifference took over. sore throat was unbearable till i lost my appetite, head felt light n dizzy, body felt extremely cold, n my left ear was in pain. went to a doctor, n he said my throat imflammation n blocked nose blocked my eustachian tube, making the pressure inside my ear higher, thereby pushing my eardrum out. n i also had fever. it might not sound like much but i felt a jolt of pain everytime i drank, ate or even swallowed some saliva.....he gave me 3 kinds of medicine, one for reducing throat inflamation , one for clearing my blocked nose, n panadol. was restless throughout the night.

sunday - felt a little better, but mostly the same, minus the emoing. vomited once at 5, once at 6, once at 7, n twice at 7.15. did i mention it was AM not PM. even more restless than the previous night.

dunno if i shud go to school tmr, if i do ill have to do tht stupid moral presentation with a sore throat...well, if i sleep well tonight then ill go, if not then forget about it.

and yes, i am officially reviving my blog. for good. lets see how long it'll last this time.

WHY DO THE GOVERNMENT ONLY WANT FACE???

2007-10-17T15:59:00.001+08:00

okay, this is what really bugs me about the government;why the hell are they spending RM 105 MILLION!!!, to send some moron into space ( wait, RM 105 mil per person?! ), using some RUSSIAN space station, because we dont have one in Malaysia, just so he could do some very "important scientific experiments" such as: making a bloody cup TEH TARIK, painting a fugly BATIK and childishly playing a stupid GASING, all of course, in zero-gravity??? WHAT?!?! the ideas the government get really surprises me every time at how stupid and pointless they get. and every time a new one pops up, it just gets more apparent that they just "want face". i mean, since Malaysia still IS a developing country, wouldnt it make more sense to use the money for something more useful and productive??? here is a list of things i'd rather the government invest in doing: fill in the millions of pot holes on the roads, make more public toilets that are ACTUALLY maintained clean ( unlike ourdisgusting school toilets ), build bigger and give more funds to school so we dont have to fork out our own cash, make our internet connection faster, stop cutting down all the rainforests ( you arent even getting a good deal for all our precious trees ), stop making more tolls ( if you din use all your money on that stupid space trip, we wouldnt need to pay so much), actually enforcing the laws used to protect the environment ( i swear, i cant go through a kampung area without seeing at least ONE old man burning trash on front of his house ), developing our lousy country ( if you actually did that, then maybe, just MAYBE, a tourist that comes to Malaysia wont feel so ripped off when they go back to their counrty of origin ), try not to make everything about Malaysia to be MALAY ( what the f*** is it that u have against us "non-muslim" ppl anyway??? is it because unlike you, we dont have to wake up early in the morning, and wear those hideous songkot and/or tudung, or is it because we dont have to answer to all those rules about everything thats western is "haram"??? ) and why is it that all the high pangkats in every government agency/organisation/parliment, etc in either entirely made up of Malays, dominated by them or just out numbered by them? but of course, the answer to this question is a no brainer, anybody and everybody in Malaysia knows it, it is the modern day's most well kept secret, the conspiracy that the entire Malay government ( i dont hate Malays, i just hate the Malaysian governemt, which is made up of Malays ) is using to surpress us other races by openly saying that they are actually just protecting the "hak istimewa" of Malays. they arent even the real bumiputra people of Malaysia, the orang asli are, but of course they arent numerous or smart or violent enough to rebel and protest and get the rights that are rightfully theirs. too bad, tough luck. not my problem so, back to the conspiracy thing, i think that that is total bullshit, they're not protecting anything, just taking from other races and giving it to their own. GRRRRRRRR!!! one day, i swear to God, i will become Malaysia's FIRST chinese prime minister. wait, what am i saying? i rather be a janitor than be the face of this lousy ass country. the government also has other methods of keeping us quiet, like for example arresting that Muar rapper guy who sang "Malaysiakuku" for dunno what crime? is freedom of speech really a crima i ask you? NO, but they ARE the government, and what they say, goes...unwillingly. luckily, he didnt get thrown into jail, for to clever reasons, first, he fled the damn country to Taiwan!!! and secondly, he already created himself a reasonably large fan base by releasing other not-so-offensive- songs previously like "guy from Muar" and "kawanku". moving on, to the reason and inspiration of writing this blog entry in the first place, the government has been showing their kiasu attitude for years and years now ( and totally blaming it on Singapore, because its filled with Chinese adn Malays are a minority there ) like building KLCC, just to show Malaysia is not so primitive, that we have the tallest building in the world. they fooled other countries, yes, but fooled no one here. besides, we held the title for how long? there are plenty of building plans that are way taller than it anyway, and a few are already done. plus, its not like they used it for anything special, its just an oversized office building if you ask me. and claiming we have one of the richest marine and rainforest habitats in the world, well that was kinda true...50 years ago, the sea is all dead and polluted now, while the rainforest has all been turned into furniture. the 50 years of independence has destroyed our national herritage and yet it is the biggest tourist attraction in Malaysia. which goes to show how badly under-developed this country is. well my retarded sister is back from shopping now, so i guess i have to stop before she sees this. thanks for reading, bye bye.

WHY AM I CURSED WITH THE SHITIEST SISTER IN THE WORLD???

2007-10-15T23:20:00.001+08:00

OMG! where do i start about her stupidity? what the hell was God thinking when he cursed me with this piece of shit?what did i do to deserve her?Goddammit!!!she has the brain of a snail, and her face looks like shit! always so perasan, nobody wanna care about her but she is always soooo annoying, wont stop acting like a child and bothering me.whe will u mature? answer: the day she goes to hell.and she is sooooo fake, when she is around her friends ( surprisingly she has any) she acts as if she is such a nice person so happy and sweet. makes me sick just thinking about it, in real life she is just a useless, inconsiderate, short, annoying, brainless, primitive, bitchy little parasite that just sucks the life out of everybody.which is why i know i'm not related to this fool.this is just a stupid little joke from God isnt it?well haha, very fun, jokes over, so ive me a real sister before you piss me off even more.i cant wait till IT goes back to university, then i'll be free from that evil curse once again.stupid creature, always talking as if ITS soooooo smart.and if ITS really that smart, explain to me why IT only got 2A's in PMR? i'm surprised she even knew how to pass any of the subjects! hahaha. filthy worm, why dont you crawl back into your hole before somebody like me comes and steps on you! when will you realize that nobody likes you for what you really are, a disgusting piece of crap we found in the dumpster, and that the only reason you actually got into a uni is because we bought and bribed you into it just to get rid of you.persistent as you may be, we will never stop trying to get rid of you, NEVER!!!!!i dont care how hard or how long its gonna take, i'll be damned if im gonna let you continue your destructive and harmful ways.i'll send you to hell if its the last thing i'll do!!!

CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE SOUL IS FULL OF LIES...

2007-10-15T18:12:00.000+08:00

since it is the hols, i thought what the heck, why not try n read it right? it did say on the cover "101 stories to open the heart and to rekindle to spirit".besides, it wasnt so thick anyway. but when i read it, i thought okay this is not bad, but the longer i read it, i started to find some of the stories are way to imaginative, and they would never really work in real life. fro example, " you need 4 hugs a day for survival, 8 for maintenance, n 12 for growth" ??????? what the hell does these guys think we are? some kind of freak with nothing better tyo do than to go around looking for hugs? news flash: we're only human you know? we have jobs, responsibilities, work to do, chores... what kind of a person besides a beggar has that kind of tie to get 24 hugs a day? of course you're most probably thinking just keep hugging your lover rite? but what about everybody else who aren't so lucky huh? and what about kids? it'll be considered sexual harrasment to kids. and whats the point of getting so many hugs a day when you know most people would think you're either crazy or drunk? and u most probably get ingenuine ones...moving on, the whole book basicly talks about how love is all you need to have to a successful marriage and relationship with friends and kids n family, blah blah blah. what a bunch of cow crap. i've heard ignorant parents giving better lies. do they think their readers are pre-schoolers and babies? everybody who's been married can tell you that it takes a lot more than love to keep a marriage going, coz the love, the passion and the fire (not to mention the number of times they have sex) usually dies down after the first few years. this book is basically telling people to just get married just because they like each other. word of advice: if you're not sure you love him/her, don't get married, if he/she really loves you, they will understand and wait for the right time for you. and, instead of listening to this stupid book and love your kids, i have an easier and more productive solution: just ignore your kids, leave them alone, they like it that way, just give them money and a room, plus all the basic necessities (good food, big room, handphone, tv, computer, etc). that way, they will truely love you not for who you are, but at least they love you for all your money. yes, all we teenagers care about is money. that way, they cant wait to move out of the house while still loving you guys until the day you die, which gives you plenty of time to catch up on sex that you've missed out for the past 20 something years while you were raising them.i still have a lot of crap to blab about this book, but this is quickly getting very tiresome, so i think i'll just skip it all. anyway, even though this is a very stupid trick they're pulling on us, the readers, i have to admit the genius behind this international phenomenon, the authors themselves only write a small fraction of the book, most of the stories are sent in by readers around America, who unknowingly are helping the authors make millions of dollars worldwide. so basicly, they write them and send them in, they copy it and make millions. does this make sense to you? i think not! but still people dont seem to care whether they get any part of it or not, stupid fools! they just want to get their name in the book even though nobody really cares who wrote the stories in the first place.okay this si getting way too long, so i'll stop here, for now. until next time people. byebye

INTRODUCTION TO MY WORLD

2007-10-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

for all you people who have nothing better to do with your time than to come see my blog, this is the place to be!!! come join me as i complain, speculate, over exaggerate and jump to conclusions (because i'm too lazy to figure it out myself) about the most pressing issues facing our teenage society today, coz our parents just don't care or understand and friends are usually too dumb to have anything to say about it...